|Confessions of a Devil
||[Nov. 28th, 2006|12:53 pm]
|||||Tokio Hotel - Durch den Monsoon||]|
Played at the street courts yesterday. Decided to bring Caroline with me. Well, the courts, as usual, did not have any good players to play with. Maybe i should try out the courts over in Tokyo. Probably they'd have better players there..
As much as I hate to admit, playing singles felt.. dare i say? empty... It was nice, I suppose, to have a girl watch you play, but to have her get mad at you? It was uncalled for! "You were practically bullying him!" she told me, which was, well, true, I suppose. But miss rightous got all pissy and lectured on how i should not be playing tricks on others, court or no, and stormed off.
Well, I don't know what made me chase after her
but i really did suspect it was my knowledge of her illness, and well, I almost apologised to the sad fella who had to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, but he ran off. *shrugs* It's a typical reaction everytime I played at the street court. Am I really that scary on court? Normally I'd shrug things off, but this time, to actually have someone to tell you to the face that you were plain bullying on the court, it made me think.
It's not as if I'm not aware of it myself, really, in fact i admit i enjoy it most of the time, but to have Caroline to tell me to my face, i see things now in a different perspective. Maybe I still have to curb my trickster side just a notch. But at this, I really did thank the heavens that Caroline has not seen the whole "switch" Yagyuu and I used to pull.. She'd probably chop my head off.
Which reminds me, she did say she wanted to see watch me play at Nationals. *sighs* I'll have to plan for that i suppose.
Anyways, brought her to a nice cozy litle restaurant for dinner, which cheered her up a little. Is it just me, or did she get a little bit paler than usual.
I can't believe that I'm actually showing concern to another being
no, do not remind me of any other occasion, but part of me felt a little worried for her. She of course shrugged it off.
Sent her back home after that and got my pay for the day. It is, afterall, a job.