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Of Christmas and life. [Dec. 21st, 2006|01:00 pm]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |deviousdevious]
[music |Dir en Grey - Yokan]

I suppose everyone's still pissed at me for the entire party thing earlier on over at f.buchou's. Truth is, I don't see the problem, but everyone else begs to differ.. *shrugs*

Well, anyways, Platinum Pair's back in business (though we have loads of punishments to go thru), and well, personally, I don't regret doing what I did.

Ah.. well.. next up.. Hyotei's Atobe's party! Ahh... I can feel the pranks up my sleeves....*smirks*
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(no subject) [Dec. 8th, 2006|02:28 am]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |numbnumb]
[music |Metallica - Fade To Black]

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me
Deadly loss this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now i cant think, think why i should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now i will just say goodbye

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Officially 15... [Dec. 5th, 2006|03:33 pm]
Masaharu Niou

Alright, skipped school yesterday coz of a little hang over I fromt he night before had to chug down 15 shots for my 15th birthday.. i'd probably die of liver problems by the time i turn 40 if i have to do this everyyear.. -_-|| but a great thanks to Master for the birthday treat!

Well, slept in and missed school yesterday. Woke up with neechan and Masaki wishing me a happy birthday (with that little brat smashing the cake on my face -_-. Even received a text messaged birthday greeting from Yukimura-buchou-kaachama and my Oyaji (erm.. as in biological one! LOL.. he's out of town but did send a package over! Thanks oyaji!).

 In the afternoon I met up with a dear friend/client of mine, Caroline. 

Anyways, went to school today and finally received all your gifts! Thank you to everyone for the gifts/greetings/chocolates...and.. erm.. loveletters??? lol.. i was pretty shocked to receive those XD

Gifts I've received:
A Left-Handed Watch courtesy of buchou-kaachama & Sanada f.buchou touchama!
A key pendant/necklace from Marui-kun 
A Nitendo DS lite black from Neechan (NEECHAN YOU ROCK!! been wanting this for a LOOOOONNNG while..)
My favourite brand of grip tape from my little bro
A stash of straight porn from the legendary SAMURAI NANJIROH!! (hahahaha nice one! YOU'RE THE MAN!!! xP Echizen, YOU HAVE A GREAT DAD!!)
A couple of dozens of chocolates/loveletters (are those considered XD) from random people in school
A Hugo  Boss in motion - limited edition-  from Caroline
A Dart set from Yagyuu

and of course, birthday wishes from Shishido, Oishi, Sanada-f.buchou, Yukimura-buchou.. erm.. *inserts a whole string of names*

And well, minna, thanks.. I know i'm that great... but really.. thanks! ^_~ my birthday wish is to PRODUCE/EXECUTE MORE CREATIVE AND INTERESTING PRANKS ON EVERYONE!!!!!



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Confessions of a Devil [Nov. 28th, 2006|12:53 pm]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |weirdweird]
[music |Tokio Hotel - Durch den Monsoon]

Played at the street courts yesterday. Decided to bring Caroline with me. Well, the courts, as usual, did not have any good players to play with. Maybe i should try out the courts over in Tokyo. Probably they'd have better players there.. 

As much as I hate to admit, playing singles felt.. dare i say? empty...  It was nice, I suppose, to have a girl watch you play, but to have her get mad at you? It was uncalled for! "You were practically bullying him!" she told me, which was, well, true, I suppose. But miss rightous got all pissy and lectured on how i should not be playing tricks on others, court or no, and stormed off. 

Well, I don't know what made me chase after her but i really did suspect it was my knowledge of her illness, and well, I almost apologised to the sad fella who had to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, but he ran off. *shrugs* It's a typical reaction everytime I played at the street court. Am I really that scary on court? Normally I'd shrug things off, but this time, to actually have someone to tell you to the face that you were plain bullying on the court, it made me think.

It's not as if I'm not aware of it myself, really, in fact i admit i enjoy it most of the time, but to have Caroline to tell me to my face, i see things now in a different perspective. Maybe I still have to curb my trickster side just a notch. But at this, I really did thank the heavens that Caroline has not seen the whole "switch" Yagyuu and I used to pull.. She'd probably chop my head off. 
Which reminds me, she did say she wanted to see watch me play at Nationals.  *sighs* I'll have to plan for that i suppose.

Anyways, brought her to a nice cozy litle restaurant for dinner, which cheered her up a little. Is it just me, or did she get a little bit paler than usual. 

I can't believe that I'm actually showing concern to another being no, do not remind me of any other occasion, but part of me felt a little worried for her. She of course shrugged it off.  

Sent her back home after that and got my pay for the day. It is, afterall, a job.

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The princess and the pauper.. [Nov. 25th, 2006|03:10 am]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |artistic]
[music |Utada Hikaru - Passion]

I know the last time I read a fairy tale was back when I was way younger. Kaachan used to read to my siblings and myself stories of princesses and prince, of castles and curses. Well on my part, she read those to me coz i would usually end up sleeping by the end of the first sentence, of which you really cant blame me... Which boy could stand an irky girly story? I would have rather force myself to sleep to avoid those stories... in fact I did (well, Masaki picked up after my habit after he turned 5). 

So the irony comes in when here I am, at 14 (turning 15) , telling a not too conventional a fairytale myself. I hope you'll enjoy. It is dedicated to my dear client, Caroline. 

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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2006|04:52 pm]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |This scenery is evergreen]
[music |Hyde - Evergreen]

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Never made it as a wise man... [Nov. 3rd, 2006|02:31 am]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |coldAre we having fun yet?]
[music |Nickelback - This is how you remind me]

Went over to talk to buchou the other day about my little problem. Much help that brought me. I know the stakes of switching positions right now, but honestly, I seriously doubt things will go well at the rate we're going at. My last few practices went entirely down the drain. Yagyuu still can't read my moves and our coordination is getting from bad to worse. Can't buchou & Renji SEE the problem? It's right smack infront of them,and no Renji, YOUR STUPID JUICES DO NOT HELP AT THE LEAST BIT! Give it to fucking Mr. Stamina-Problem or something.. sheesh! He obviously needs it more than anyone else really.. Oh, and while you're at it, maybe Yagyuu might need a little something to help to get over his slum.

I've thought long and hard about this. It's for the best of the team. If my presence hinders the team, might as well take me off. I do not regret getting Yagyuu into the team. I might be the reason for his lack of usual standard and for that, I do not wish let a good player suffer in my presence. Since I'm responsible for bringing him into the team, I guess I should also take responsibilities for whatever's happened so far. For that, if things do not improve, take me off the team. Yukimura-buchou, since you're back, I'm sure things will run smoothly anyways no? I'm sure my presence is not of importance anyway. *smirks*



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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2006|12:55 pm]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Plastic Tree - Yuki Hotaru]


"Ame tokidoki yuki,
Ai tokidoki uso"
                    "Rain is sometimes just snow,
                        Love is sometimes just a lie"

yuki ga furu mae ni kimi ni aitai
mabuta tojiru tabi KIMI ga naite
kurayami de hotaru mitai
hikattara itsuka kieta
                    I want to see you before it snows
                        Every time I close my eyes, you're crying
                            Like a firefly in the darkness
                                You glow, and then disappear


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Once again, The Bad Guy appears. [Oct. 24th, 2006|12:59 am]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |tiredtired]

Well, just came back from drinking at Harry's. There's really nothing much to do anymore. Everyday's the same old routine; school, practice and booze, day in day out. 'Been heading over to Tokyo more often than not these days. Well, thank god Kanagawa's not that far away. Sometimes I feel like moving out to Tokyo and get a job like Jirou to survive. Life's been a fucking drab really. Back here, I keep playing the villain role and it gets fucking tiring. At least in Tokyo, I can be just as how I am, with booze and company (it doesn't matter who really, just another quidam to me). 

Just recently bumped into Jirou. Had quite a good time with him. His innocence always seem to tickle my funny bones. Had dinner and a small chat about random things under the sky. It seems that he has quit the team, just as Akutsu had though i doubt they had the same reasons for doing so.  It's kinda obvious though that he misses it, so i suppose i shall have aa little "tennis date" with him some time.



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Happy Birthday to my dear Yagyuu Hiroshi [Oct. 19th, 2006|12:33 am]
Masaharu Niou
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |*sings Happy Birthday*]

To my beloved Birthday boy, I apologize for ever doubting you. You were always there for me whenever I needed you, and lately I've been such a jerk. I really should not deserve you, but somehow you'd always come to me. Thank you for all the times you were there with me. Thank you for being the best partner, friend and lover to me. Hope you have the best birthday ever. Happy 15th Birthday, Yagyuu.

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